imissbradandjen (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} imissbradandjen) wrote,@ 2007-07-31 13:15:00 |
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Bethany deleted me. Our friendship is over.
ETA: Maybe I should elaborate more, eh? Well, Bethany stopped replying to my comments and started to ignore my calls like three months ago. Yesterday I commented on three of her pictures and then she was no longer on my friends list when I got home this afternoon at around 2:00. I sent her a message (maybe I shouldn't have) that said:
"i am so sorry that i took you for granted. i know that we'll never be good friends the way we were, but i want you to know that you really affected my life and i will miss you."
I know she read it, but of course she didn't respond. It's not Bethany's fault our friendship ended, but I don't completely blame myself. I did make some mistakes, I was flaky and late a lot when we were supposed to hang out, but sometimes I was late due to circumstances beyond my control. I made an effort to keep in touch, though. Bethany just wasn't interested.
FUCK. Today everything reminded me of her.
ETA: Maybe I should elaborate more, eh? Well, Bethany stopped replying to my comments and started to ignore my calls like three months ago. Yesterday I commented on three of her pictures and then she was no longer on my friends list when I got home this afternoon at around 2:00. I sent her a message (maybe I shouldn't have) that said:
"i am so sorry that i took you for granted. i know that we'll never be good friends the way we were, but i want you to know that you really affected my life and i will miss you."
I know she read it, but of course she didn't respond. It's not Bethany's fault our friendship ended, but I don't completely blame myself. I did make some mistakes, I was flaky and late a lot when we were supposed to hang out, but sometimes I was late due to circumstances beyond my control. I made an effort to keep in touch, though. Bethany just wasn't interested.
FUCK. Today everything reminded me of her.
